my journal

01.20.25

i am having a blast coding! i am excited to build more pages... i almost do not know what i would like to tackle next. i would like a gallary but that will take a whole day.

i remember surpressing my inclination that i might be neurodivergent as a teen. after living on my own for several years, i reconected with my parent and asked if they ever thought i might be autistic. they scoffed in my face and told me if they thought that, they would have gotten me checked. another few years after that happened, my first therapist was adiment i take an autism and adhd assessment. i was then diagnosed with autism and adhd. i look at the progress ive made on this site in the last few days, the signs were there but noone was willing to look. i am so tired of being scared to be myself! it is all subconcious which is very annoying but i am working on constantly re-teaching myself how to be a well-adjusted person. i know i can be with a lot of work!